LOSS

The pain of losing is one of a kind.

It gives pleasure to some while it's deadly to others.

When I lost I lost for the good and for the hell. Nothing comes in full and nothing goes null.

We really need to understand that people are not alike and it's okay to not be.

People will tease you for being you but at least you are not wearing the mask of a trader, at least

you are being true as the mirror, at least you are being the reflection to the observer.

Why is it so difficult to keep up with people?

We all have the same thoughts but with the dependencies on how people will react to it, some

will join you in the crime while some will count you in psychopaths. But, why do you fear what

they think, what they would utter about you or even what they perceive about you!!! When you

are a mere individual who they would wanna be when they are in the dark all alone.

You are special for heaven or hell. Be the best villain or the worst hero, you are gonna be judged

and excluded from society!

Losing someone because they did wrong to you is the best thing to happen to someone but what

comes with it are the insecurities, the questions of "do I deserve it?!", it comes with the

depressing thoughts of what if I were the one who was as such that it has to happen to me.

The fact that no matter what you do a person exactly knows what they are doing consciously or

subconsciously! So, if someone comes up to you with this bullshit that they don't know, they

trick your brain my dear and that's the best Gaslighting you would ever encounter

-ATHIRA K